Perfect Imperfection

does that even make since

to be perfect but imperfect

at the same time

it makes since to me

i see these two word like this

you can be perfect at

not being perfect

no one is perfect

by screwing up

&crying

&screaming

&throwing things

&breaking down

&breaking hearts

&having your heart broken

&dreaming of killing your enemy

&wishing you would die

&wishing the world would just go away and let you sulk in your greif and jealousy

&hating everyone and everything in you life

&falling in love and screwing that up

&fighting to convince that love that you can change

&praying, to a God that may not really be there, to help you with you effed up life

&feeling like your getting nowhere in life

&feeling like a failure

&finally finding yourself whenit's too late

THAT'S BEING PERFECT

No matter what you are

You will always be my perfect one

LOVE YOU CHAN YIPING.

I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk
I fall in.
I am lost... I am hopeless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I'm in the same place.
But it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in... it's a habit
My eyes are open
I know where I am
It is my fault.
I get out immediately.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

I walk down another street