Perfect Imperfection

does that even make since

to be perfect but imperfect

at the same time

it makes since to me

i see these two word like this

you can be perfect at

not being perfect

no one is perfect

by screwing up

&crying

&screaming

&throwing things

&breaking down

&breaking hearts

&having your heart broken

&dreaming of killing your enemy

&wishing you would die

&wishing the world would just go away and let you sulk in your greif and jealousy

&hating everyone and everything in you life

&falling in love and screwing that up

&fighting to convince that love that you can change

&praying, to a God that may not really be there, to help you with you effed up life

&feeling like your getting nowhere in life

&feeling like a failure

&finally finding yourself whenit's too late

THAT'S BEING PERFECT

No matter what you are

You will always be my perfect one

LOVE YOU CHAN YIPING.

I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk
I fall in.
I am lost... I am hopeless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I'm in the same place.
But it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in... it's a habit
My eyes are open
I know where I am
It is my fault.
I get out immediately.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

I walk down another street

PigZ..zzzZZZ

yesterday slept at 6am+ chatting with gras gras that were imitating hebe's voice on msn !!HAHHAHA ><>

!@#$%^

Omg! N Today I slept like pigZ man! I woke up at 4pm+ then had my late breakfast n lunch. After that went back to sleep again untill 5pm+ =.=

well~Thanks to MASTER gras~ taught me how to play sudoku and now I managed to know how to play liao after playing twice only *ehem*.. AHAHAHAHA but still lose to de MASTER T.T ><>still very noob la!My point ~ -1250 still, at 1st time more teruk -2000+.. == herz 2400+ WAH so big different leh..No choice MASTER benar >>BOW BOW<<=P

Don't know why ah, someone spoiled the match cos suddenly disconnected!so sad...!If not,it's gnna be a perfect match after all~! ><>

As always, everyday, there will always b a bee buzzing into my house! buzzing here n there like "GILa" n die inside the house. kns wan o, come in just to die!! They think my house is "Graveyard for bee" issit?WTH..

BEE ATTACK!!!!


There is a pendant-like stuff attached to my fan,another half of it fell off and nearly hit my honey,bee<3


the crystal-pendant-like stuff which fell off..T.T

Unfortunate event

YESterday, Me, Liang, Pern, Edwin and Jared went to Manjaro for sungkai. so spicy the food there.. not bad la but i prefer takara sushi..ngek ngek XD. The goodthing was that the service at Manjaro is very good compared to takara. kns one the manager at takara asked us not to eat 1st o.. scared not enuf food for the malayz to sungkai so kns lor..make till Liang so angry and wanna leave the shop ><..complain here and there @@ It is not fair lo the other chinese get to take the food but us haiz...until our turn the food finish liao and have to wait 30 min more for the next round..GRR

Back to Manjaro res!! there I met my old fren, Kim(De Judge)lol.. still look the same..lol After manjaro we went to kiulap mall jalan jalan cuci mata ehem.. but no chobus lo..haiz.. lau beh mall... After that we went to play pool at arena currrenty change name liao to Fullcan..XP go there oso so soi haiz lose nia to ah liang n pern!@#$%#$%^ play 9 ball play till so kek sim.. me starting few sec already out !so bad luck wan o the 1st ball in~ next the 9th ball then white ball in cow man... the few round miss hit-foul ball lose lo like that twice miss hit the last ball.. haiz.. not my day~ not my day..

Today oso kek sim..play sudoku with Gras Gras kena sayur like hell man so sad my point~ -1200 omg n herz 1550 pointz so BIG difference HAiz....humm.. wat else nothing much today another boring day yet haiz...

Speechless

YEAH!!!! MY NEW BLOG HAHAHA ...."so sakai" ><". Well secial thanks for gras gras for helping me to create this blog FOR ME. HAHA!! kinda lazy to write..hehe... "DONT KNOw WHAT TO WRITE AH SIENZ MAN!!" !@#$$% thinking....................

Well today will be another day so sienz... MY ART componet 4 havent even started yet OMG!! have to make a book discribing about my works and artist works so "susah" have to write erm....minimum 3500 words..... cow long leh for me... my english so laubeh how to write o...so kek sim lo..man so worried if cambridge marker dont understand how?? if because of this component 4 pull down my mark i cant get A liao. so sad. i will do as told by sir OZ, go find tall tree and jump down liao!!...Eh!! why tall tree o i still dont understand lo. why not tall building leh apa la this sir!! sad sad lol......

HAIz................not just art ah i have to pia for the up coming ALVL EXAM MATH and GEO!!! THis is my last year and it determin my fulture ah!! I dont want to repeat!! so sad!!! aiming for scholarship >< nia =".="">

I'm such a lazy dude though!!...ARGH....I need some food or stuff that will make me hardworking larrr!!!...If you know any tips of how to be hardworking...don't hesitate to tell me arhhh=)... Thank you=)